Are You Out There?

How can you love someone so much but at the same time hate them? I just don't understand. I have always heard that there is a thin line between love and hate. I thought that it was just a saying but, I am finding out that it's true. The problem is I don't think that it is something you should be saying about your husband.
I wish I had a Guardian Angel that could come and tell me how to work through all of this. I wish I had all of the answers. Angel, are you out there?